writing after a long gap...though my exams are going on n i have a presentation 2moro n also i m clueless about international finance...still fulfilling my commitments towards blogspot.com...how sacrificial i m...
Attraction: everyone is smitten by this bee sometime or the other...certainly worth the tinge it leaves. it is a positive feeling for sure, distractive at times...the depth of distraction could be severe, varying from person to person,situation to situation and attraction to attraction. dont think it would be wrong if i call it a motivating factor...a satisfier more than a hygiene factor (some hr jargon that i m trying to flaunt..for those still perplexed), a classification of recognition, a short term focus or a catalyst. attraction could be a reason for u to look forward to each day...have an agenda for each day...have a wardrobe set for all occassions.some times makes u loose track but could also give u a direction but luring u to stay on track.
i think that's enough for laying the foundation. n i know that i m not getting geared up for a gd right now. so what made me write a blog on attraction...i m attracted to someone...naaaa!...then what...i m completely out of it and it seems that the absense of this short term motivator may throw me off track. strange but with the pace i m loosing these small but significant emotions is growing. nothing seems to bother me now...be it way i dress up...be it the way i speak or be it the person i m talking to. i was never so "devoid" of emotions. probably at one point of time i wanted to be out of all these distractive emotions, i wanted to reduce the influence of "people" on my life...i hardly knew that life would be so bland without this tastemaker.cant deny the advantages of being free...its great to be independent, out of influence n out of "attraction". but i guess its time i bring back some spice in my life...n break the monotony. but can't create emotions out of choice...that has to come from within...so is it my desire that made me loose the emotions...quite possible...probably the whole universe is conspiring for me.
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