2 days more...and it would be one month since rajat bhaiya got married. i still can't imagine that he's old enough to be married, though he is 5 years elder than me...i still can't forget those childish fights, that non stop fun and late night chat sessions with all my cousins. i can still recall the desperation for summer holidays, the rigour to finish off my holiday homework as early as possible, though i never managed to complete it before last minute (not as late as i do now)...having all the relatives home during summers was immense fun.
childhood is a boon...though u have ur own issues but there is always somebody to settle thm down when required, contrary to now, when i sometimes regret having too much freedom, when i feel burdened with new alternatives at every juncture and when i have to go through the rigorous procedure of coming up with a decision seconds after i was done with the previous one. with time, the responsibility is growing along with the pressure and the expections.
the feeling is slowly creeping in that i m not a kid any more...a fact still not completely accepted...can't imagine myself going out in the world, handling every responsibility, respecting everyone's feelings and realizing my own dreams...these are not just words any more...as my MBA course is getting over, the realization is getting stronger...i know i will eventually handle all that comes my way but will the happiness stay intact, will the security be the way it is and will i be able to maintain the same bonding with my family or will i able to create new bonds as strong as these ones...don't know...only time will answer
childhood is a boon...though u have ur own issues but there is always somebody to settle thm down when required, contrary to now, when i sometimes regret having too much freedom, when i feel burdened with new alternatives at every juncture and when i have to go through the rigorous procedure of coming up with a decision seconds after i was done with the previous one. with time, the responsibility is growing along with the pressure and the expections.
the feeling is slowly creeping in that i m not a kid any more...a fact still not completely accepted...can't imagine myself going out in the world, handling every responsibility, respecting everyone's feelings and realizing my own dreams...these are not just words any more...as my MBA course is getting over, the realization is getting stronger...i know i will eventually handle all that comes my way but will the happiness stay intact, will the security be the way it is and will i be able to maintain the same bonding with my family or will i able to create new bonds as strong as these ones...don't know...only time will answer
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