feeling very low today...have been flooding my blog with negative thoughts...though i m feeling guilty about it but that's the only way out. i m tired of feeling so helpless...don't know why it's happening with me...or rather it seems that way...may i should have been a little more proactive in life...but still can't figure out why i m being made to face this insecurity.despite of knowing that it's going to make me feel terrible, i can't do anything about it. i wish i could ever get that security, get the right to ask for an answer, i wish i could ever see that transparency around me and remove all vagueness. i do try not to indulge in things that i myself don't accept...but things don't seem to go the right way...is this a test of my sincerity or i m on the wrong path all toghether...or may be i m not comprehending the picture correctly...
to be contd...
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